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I got married [10 Aug 2006|06:08pm]
me and my wonderful husband got married yesterday on our seven month anniversry,, i am so happy that we are together. well just wanted to tell evryone that so later..
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yeah i was thinking [23 Jul 2006|03:33am]
[ mood | confused ]

So I was thinking, that maybe I would like to go back to high school and finish high school but if I went back now the I would graduate at the age of 22. But I would rather graduate high school then get my G.E.D.. But on the other hand getting my G.e.d would be fast and easy, but when I think about going to prom and going on the senior trip is only one thing you can get by going to high school. So i dont know what i will do probably just get my ged cause it fast and i can have it within a couple of weeks or months high school is a four year deal so i dont know what to do i guess ill figure it out sooner or later. I'm so confused about that but anyway i gotta go so later...

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So [21 Jul 2006|12:32am]
[ mood | geeky ]

So Justin is at work. I am sitting here watching Rent for the thousandth time. I love that movie I can't help it. Anyway. So I got my permit the other day and I've been driving a little. I'm still not to good on turning onto other streets.. But at least I'm getting there. I'm a fast learner so it will only take time. If it wasn't for me moving in with Justin I still wouldn't have it yet. Well really if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be happy right now and I probably would have started cutting again. Before we met I thought that I would never find the right guy for me and that I would always be dating all the wrong guys and that I would never be happy again. I was so close to being depressed and still sometimes even now I am a little.. But when I'm feeling sad or depressed or anything all I have to do is look at Justin and see him looking at me and smile at me then I'm not sad anymore. He really makes my life so complete and he really is the reason I'm not depressed anymore. If we haven't gotten together I don't know where I would be right now. I mean I don't even want to think about it cause I know that as long as I have him anything is possible and I know that no matter what I am feeling all I have to do is look at him and I will know that I will always have someone to talk to and someoen who will understand and always be there for me. He is everything to me and I can't imagine my life with out him. I love him more and more each day and I can't wait till we get married because I want to be with him for the rest of my life.


Well on anothe subject my sister should be having Seirra in a few days. I so can't wait. Im so happy for her.I tried to call her today but no one answerd at my dads so i called my mom and she told me Sarah was swimming up at her b/f's cousins house but she told me that if she doesn't have the baby by monday or tuesday that they will put her in the hospital and then they will induce labor I guess. well anyway I'm gonna go so later..

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[08 Jul 2006|07:09am]
[ mood | curious ]

So I'm sitting here waiting on Justin to get home from work. I'm really bored. I just got done reading the book 6th book from Harry Potter.. I have read it like ten times but I just love it.. It's my favorite from all the books.. Well not all of them seeing how the 7th book isnt out yet. It should be out next year sometime and so will the 5th movie aww i can't wait.. im such a harry potter geek.. well anyway im gonna get off here and email someone so later..

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Quotes.. [30 Jun 2006|04:38am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Some Of my favorite quotes.


♥It's the way we're in love that makes me belive we can do anything..

♥The only thing you ever really need is someoen who belives in you..

♥When I look into the mirror I see a girl whose been through so much and yet still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart or whats left of it..

♥If you want me to change you have to give me a chance.

♥I think the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.

♥The only thing that ever made sence to me was you.

♥Oh and for the record you mean the world to me..

♥I adore the fact that someone like you see's something in someone like me..

♥Trying to be someone else is a waste of who you are.

♥I don't really care how tough he is, I just want to be his weakness.

♥Somewhere along the lines of our busy lifes I fell in love wiht you and I never want to fall out of it.

♥She tried so hard to run from her problems. Problem was she wasn't running fast enough.

♥Everytime I hear a love song I think of him.

♥When you kissed me everything went back into place every pain got erased..

I guess thats all for now. I haven't wrote in forever. And I have some great news. Me and my boyfriend well now hes my fiancee lol we are getting married. He asked me to marry him the day before our four month ann., I can't believe I finally found someone who loves me like he does. He is everything to me and I wouldn't trade him for anything and i wouldn't trade what we have for anything either. I live with him now. And i'm gonna start looking for a job. Next week we are going to go get my permit.. and after i get a job we are going to start looking for a place together cause we live with his mamaw and papaw right now. His papaw reminds me a lot of my papaw and that makes me miss my papaw even more. BUt i love his mamaw and papaw and his mom and sis and everyone in his family are great. they treat me like a part of the family and soon i will be lol..well anyway im gonna go so later...

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[21 Jun 2006|11:13pm]
I AM SO EXCITED, Me and justin are engaged.. He asked me to marry him today. i am so happy. he was going to wait till tomorrow to ask me but he couldnt wait till then.. the ring he got me is so pretty i love it. i started to cry when he asked me but then i just couldnt stop smiling.. i am so in love with him and i can't wait till we get married. but im gonan go so later
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HIIIIIIII [01 Jun 2006|01:17am]
[ mood | dorky ]

I am so in love with JUsitn. I really couldn't immagine my life without him. He is everything that I have ever hoped and wished for.

Ok so I know that I have already said that like a thousand times but I wouldn't say it so much if it wasn't true. But it is. The way I feel about is so true. He is the love of my life.

Well anyway, saturday is my family reunion for my Mamaws side of the family.. And I am hoping and praying that my cousin Toni comes in from michigan.I haven't seen her in 5 years we used to keep in touch through letters and emails, but I havent sent her a ltter or a email in forever and my mom talked to my aunt and she said that they arent sure she is coming in.. I hope she is i really wanna hang with her. but im gonna go now so bye..

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Cause you're watching over me [17 May 2006|07:46am]
[ mood | crappy ]

So I'm just sitting here listening to music and talking to Justin online. I miss him so much and he was here last night lol. Damn I love that boy so much. So last night I got so mad at my mom and her new bf or friend or what ever the hell he is to her. I don't know I just get to mad to easliy lately.. I'm just emotional I guess. But oh well.

Right now I'm just sore all over and just really bored.

Me and Justin and Roxy went to hazard the other day, we went bowling and played pool a little we had so much fun, after that we went to Justin's moms house he got her some flowers for mothers day. After that me, him, Roxy, and Chas, justins sister, we all went and watched Just My Luck. It wasn't as good or funny as I thought it would be but atleast I was with justin and was having a good time. WEll on the way back after we droped Chas off we ended up having to take roxy back to virgina, well we only took her to the top of the hill, (stateline). Her stoamch was killing her really bad. And I found out last night that she has a high risk pregnancy. i hope everything works out for the best. I'm really worried about her.

anyway.. i guess i'm gonna go and talk to justin a while then take a shower and see if i can get some sleep.. so later..

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[14 May 2006|01:38am]
[ mood | cold ]

I just realized that I don't post on here that much any more. But thats has to change cause i have a very interesting life. Well at least I think I do. lol.

Well not a lot has really been going on.. Haha what a lite. I am still with Justin. We are doing great. Roxy is coming over tomorrow, we are gonna go watch a movie, I was supposed to cal Jusitn back tonight but Roxy had me on the phone and we were talking about how she is pregnant and all that good stuff haha. I have known for the past few weeks that she is, but I still can't get over it. It's cool though. My sister is also pregnant again, she is dew in july. So she has only two more months to go. I am so happy for her.

So my brother finally has a steady girlfriend instead of having all kinds of different girls calling him all the time. I can't belive it I'm happy for him though. I hope this relationship actully works out for him.

Well Roxy finally found a guy who will treat her right. His name is jeff. I have known him longer then she has. But hes good to her, at least shes happy now.

I am so happy with life right now. I can't believe how lucky I am to have justin in my life. He makes me so happy. I love everything about him. He has changed my life in so many ways, but good ways. I am so much more happier being with him. I never thought I would ever be happy again, or be this happy. I am so in love with him. He means the world to me and I can;'t see my life without him. Well I'm gonna go and work on my site so later. I will update more often I promise.

I love Justin forever and always....

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haha [26 Apr 2006|04:16am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

John was talking to this guy on yahoo and he wanted to play a joke on him so i played a long it was so funny he thought i was some girl named lesa craft haha. anyway im just sitting here being really bored nothing to do so bored.
so i just got done playing guitar hero.. i had been playing it for atleast 4 hours. justin left his ps2 here with the game he's coming to get it thursday.. god i miss him so much. me and john are watching home improvement. so well i dont know so im going later.

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so [18 Apr 2006|04:13am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

so im sitting here with justin and hes sitting in the floor and he doesn't know what im typing hahahahahaha.. lol i dont know what to say im just really bored.. so later

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Oh Yeah [23 Mar 2006|11:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

SO I know that I haven't posted in a while but were I have myspace i've just been busy keeping it up to date. but im gonna start posting more on here.. So im doing really great. me and justin are doing great. wensday was a month for us.. I love him so much. yeah i know that its only been a month but already i feel like he is the one that I have been looking for.. i know that i have had other b/fs in my past that i thought were the one but i know deep in my heart that justin really is.. cause i never felt like this before. i mean he has brought out a side of me that i never really knew i had. i can't see myself loving anyone but him he is everything to me and i know that we will last. we have a song its And I by Ciara.. It really does describe how i feel about justin..

anyway im in a bad mood right now cause im feeling bad.. and i hate it.. i hate when im sick i get in a bad mood.. anyway im gonna go now so later...

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yea [01 Mar 2006|11:24pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

So I was looking over some past entrys on here and I realize my life was pretty messed up. But I'm all over that now cause I mean who needs all that stuff and a crazy life just to be happy. I mean now that I have Justin I know that I don't need all that crazy stuff to be happy. I mean yea I used to cut to make me happy and i used to do some pretty stupid shit. But now that Justin is in my life I am so happy cause I have someone who really cares and someone who will treat me right. He has no idea how happy he makes me. I don't know i just wanna be happy thats all matters..

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So happy [01 Mar 2006|12:23am]
[ mood | cold ]

I didn't think i could ever be this happy again. Justin has changed my life in so many ways. for instance im so much more happier. no one knows how lucky i am .. I love how he loves me and how he is so sweet and caring.. he just makes me so happy...

hes working tonight which sucks cause i wanna talk to him. he came over and spent two nights with me and it was so bonus lol.. yeah anyway i gotta go cause im about to pass out so later

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Pic's [28 Feb 2006|01:34pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Here are some pic of me and justin


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[25 Feb 2006|08:12am]
[ mood | happy ]


I am so happy. I am with a great guy Justin. And i haven't been this happy in god knows how long. I don't know how i feel about him but i know its the gretest feeling in the world. I don't know if its love or what but i know one thing for sure, i want to be with him more then anything. he has made me so happy this past week. hes coming over tomorrow after he gets off work and we are gonna spend the whole day togehter yay lol i can't wait. hes bringing over his new digital cam and we are gonna take lots of pictures after he loads them to his computer hes gonna send them to me and i will show you all how happy we look together lol. roxy is here she has to go to her step dads nieces wedding today and after that shes coming back here and she will have to keep me up all night lol. i think its funny she has to keep me up all night so i wont be asleep when justin gets here lol.but im out so later

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Yea Yeah [20 Feb 2006|09:42am]
[ mood | confused ]

Yea so I finally got some sleep. I woke up this morning to the ground coverd in snow. Roxy didn't have any school. So i thought she would come over. John said she called this morning about 6 and asked about school. And he said she was crying so her mom might have took her to the doctor. Her wisdom teeth are infected and its really bothering her. I hope she is ok.. I mean when your wisdom teeth are infected it can't be good. I need to get mine pulled but thats not gonna happen cause I don't have the money and I dont have insurance. I need to get a job so I can get insurance for myself. So anyway, John is trying to get a job working in the coal mines. And I really don't want him to because my dad worked there and he has bad lungs from all the coal dust and I don't want that to happen to my brother now if he got a job working out side and not in the mine then I wont be to worried.. Well I think im gonna go now so later

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why [17 Feb 2006|10:37pm]
why is it that when i find a great guy something happend and he just leaves and im left hurting more then ever. IT's like no matter how much i tell my heart to now worry that it was just some other boy and i will find the right guy sooner or later. i always end up hurting more. its like the more i tell myself i will be ok the more im lieing to myself. i was supposed to go met brock tonight but i couldnt get hold of him.. he wasnt online and i kept getting his away message on his cell.. i bout broke my finger today and then i burned another finger.. so im not havin such a good day. so yeah johnathan came over it surprised me i didn't expect to see him again. but it was great seeing him.. i dont know what he wants but im gonna go lay down so later//
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haha [16 Feb 2006|11:21am]
[ mood | cold ]

Umm i had a good night. so johnathan was here we got to talk.it was nice seeing him again... i got drunk and i was happy all night..lol well im gonna go so later

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falllen again [13 Feb 2006|10:29am]
[ mood | depressed ]

god i can't stand this anymore. i'm tired of hurting and I'm tired of crying and feeling like im worth nothing. i don't know what to do anymore, im so tired of feeling like my whole life means nothing and that i mean nothing to everyone else. i just want to be happy please god let me be happy let someone just love me for me please.

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