So I was looking over some past entrys on here and I realize my life was pretty messed up. But I'm all over that now cause I mean who needs all that stuff and a crazy life just to be happy. I mean now that I have Justin I know that I don't need all that crazy stuff to be happy. I mean yea I used to cut to make me happy and i used to do some pretty stupid shit. But now that Justin is in my life I am so happy cause I have someone who really cares and someone who will treat me right. He has no idea how happy he makes me. I don't know i just wanna be happy thats all matters..